Monday, August 27, 2007

The best i can do for you is to give u a smile. Dun ask me how i do it. i just feel that its the right thing to do. This will be the last thing i give to u.

Its all my fault. i should have been more sensible, making u feel bad is the last thing in my head. I deserve to be shot =(

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diary out
@ |4:01 PM|
Sunday, August 26, 2007

I must admit one thing. Im old. when was the last time i club? My legs almost cramp while on the dance floor. Wth.

But still all the RnB brings back memories.


Every step i take just gets heavier and heavier. i wonder how long i can take all these shit.

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diary out
@ |4:26 AM|
Sunday, August 12, 2007

Maybe im wasting ur time. Or Maybe its the other way round. I dun know.

Pls understand that my time is precious. I make effort to meet u even though im f**king shagged from training all the way till sat morning. and all i get from u is ur yawns.

how did i end up like this? seriously all is just a big mistake. we r communicating on different channels if u notice. i hate to admit it, but i really tried tuning to ur frequency but its just not working out =(

all i ever wanted was someone who understands and encourage me whenever i book out from camp. but u just live in ur own dreamland.

im caught in between. Giving up now and telling u all these is just so irresponsible but at the same time i feel that we r just wasting our time with each other.

im such a bastard =( seriously i dun blame u for being who u r. mayb u just need some time to grow more mature.

its just that i feel like slapping myself whenever im with u and yet thinking of someone else. =(

wtf is wrong with me anyway =..( some one pls save me and give me a solution. hurting u is the last thing in my head.

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diary out
@ |2:35 PM|