Maybe im wasting ur time. Or Maybe its the other way round. I dun know.

Pls understand that my time is precious. I make effort to meet u even though im f**king shagged from training all the way till sat morning. and all i get from u is ur yawns.

how did i end up like this? seriously all is just a big mistake. we r communicating on different channels if u notice. i hate to admit it, but i really tried tuning to ur frequency but its just not working out =(

all i ever wanted was someone who understands and encourage me whenever i book out from camp. but u just live in ur own dreamland.

im caught in between. Giving up now and telling u all these is just so irresponsible but at the same time i feel that we r just wasting our time with each other.

im such a bastard =( seriously i dun blame u for being who u r. mayb u just need some time to grow more mature.

its just that i feel like slapping myself whenever im with u and yet thinking of someone else. =(

wtf is wrong with me anyway =..( some one pls save me and give me a solution. hurting u is the last thing in my head.