Wednesday, February 27, 2008

It has never been a matter of how hard u try if its yours then it will be. Finally im starting to understand and accept this fact.

I was so close to passing the test. Just one last checkpoint and i fail to find it.

But at the end of the day i can still tell everyone i have tried my best.


Camp is not that bad after all. im learning new things everyday about life and etc. i now believe that its onli when u are going through tough times then u will see who are your real buddies, and i have certainly found mine. without them i would have never made it =)

Just gotta hang on, at least i have survive the trainee life.

sometimes staying happy means lying to yourself even if u know its impossible.

I want it so badly until i made a fool out of myself. No more stunts from this moment. im going to think carefully with my head this time. not the heart.

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